Emotionally Tiring.

When you're tired of trying the same thing over and over again with someone.
When you're sick of the empty promises that are made to you.
When someone breaks your trust so many times that you can no longer trust them.
When you stay awake for hours worrying about someone.
When you always have to prepare for the worst to happen.
When you can't stop thinking about the possibilities.
When you can think of nothing but negative thoughts.
When you always put their happiness before your own.
When your heart has broken 100 times but you still try.
When you try your hardest to hide the sadness away but everyone can see it.
When your heart sinks as you hear what you don't want to hear.
When the person you care about most never listens to the words you say.
When the person you care about most never bothers to remember things you tell them.

Me right now.